Goddammit but I hate writing journals and then having to title them.

I finished up with Boulder Media......Friday two weeks ago? Aww, it was saaaaaaaaaad. I TRIED NOT TO CRY. They presented me with great gifts, to my surprise, like a great Bloo stitch Plushie, a really cute Foster's art book( which I'm convinced McCracken intended for employees only: DON'T GO AND TELL HIM), and "The Art of Pixar Shorts" book, by Amid Amidi. All really great and informative and inspirational works to help push along my art. But more than that, they're evidence THAT I'M LOVED WITHIN A SECTOR OF THE ANIMATION COMMUNITY AND YOU'RE NOT. YOU SUCK, HA HA HA.
But I forgotten how hard making art outside of a space where I have my own fully functional computer, beeeeeeg sexy Wacom and awesome nerdly people surrounding me was. :[ ARRRGH PAPER IS LAME. MY COMPUTER IS STUPID. And I've got great ideas too, bugger.
Like stuff for shorts films about bees being rapists and bands performing in the shower. I'M A FOUNTAIN OF WACKY CARTOON CREATIVITY. DRINK FROM ME.
I've changed so much from the experience though. In the style and mentality of my work, as you've all seen. I've also come to realise that the last year of school is totally redundant to my hopeful career. :/ If I could actually animate, I could get a job there now. Unnggghh.
They want me back next year anyway, so whatever, who cares.

Also, gone to Amsterdam from tomorrow. Try not to miss me too much.